Posted Oct 19th
““I feared facing danger and opportunity… I put myself inside the safety of a cage, muffling even my own words, so that nobody could hurt me. I hated myself. But I couldn’t fix it. My friends and my teacher gave me advice… but I brushed it off– they...

I feared facing danger and opportunity… I put myself inside the safety of a cage, muffling even my own words, so that nobody could hurt me. I hated myself. But I couldn’t fix it. My friends and my teacher gave me advice… but I brushed it off– they didn’t have those fears!! But even though you were much weaker than me… Gon, you broke me out of my cage!! I swear I will survive this… I will live thank to you!!!


Can’t believe I actually finished it.I was about to just delete the sketch like… 343 times because of his freaking hands… I hate hands. I hate to draw them, I really really really reeeaaaaally hate them…

But I love Shoot. Even with 4 freaking hands of which 3 aren’t even attached to his freaking body..!And it was on my mind for way too long and needed to get this finally outa my system. And re-drawing everything would have just been insane at this point lol.

Aaaaand I’m actually really happy with how it turned out. especially since I just don’t enjoy to draw masculine characters… Sooo.. yeah. Yay.

Oh god, I need sleep. I’m so past my bedtime, just to finish this xD                

Posted Sep 4th

If you listen to Reason for 400 times in a row involuntary you’ll get to feel the sensation of having blood running from your ears according to @gefrorenehitze
Because that’s exactly what is happening here rn…

The moment I saw the ending for the first time I knew, this… this song is it. That’s my forever fav song.And I had the urge to re-draw this particular scene so badly, sooo badly.

I wanted to stay close to the original but I couldn’t handle the coloring so, after like 5 hours of coloring I deleted everything and went with my own soft shading style.

Still looks bad but at least I knew what I was doing.. Most of the time.

Looking at this now, maybe I should have put Gon lower…


(When you have to cut the image into pieces to post it on tumblr…)